Unlike Myself

that is how i have been for the past few days. i have been filled with anger. not necessarily constantly, but i seem to not have much tolerance towards others inconsiderate acts. things dont usually bother me that much, i guess it has just been building up or something. it even caused me a huge headache tonight. here are some questions that keep running through my mind:

what happened to my friends who were fun?
why do my friends not care about friendships anymore?
why cant i even count on them?
can i consider them friends if i always expect the worst from them? surely that isnt what friendship is.
why do my friends not like to experience anything besides themselves/significant others?
why do they seem to not care about anyone?
why do my friends not like going places?
why do my friends no longer like to be around other people?
why is it so hard to a try and get them to want to be out in the world, not sitting at home doing nothing, or at least nothing that others can be involved in?
why cant i find better friends?
what happened to them?!

yoga could hardly relieve these feelings for me. i hope its just a phase theyre going through. i really do hope. i just cant wait to get away.

on a happier note, i wore my super cute red corduroy bow i made yesterday and i must say, its perfect! and looked great with the red buttons on my cardigan. i just wish you could see them in the picture.

love.